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During my Biology A-level mock exams I suffered a major panic attack. I barely knew how to write my name on the exam paper. The rest was a blur. But that terrifying experience led to my introduction to the importance of relaxation and the power of the mind via hypnotherapy sparking a lifelong interest in how our brains work.

With this interest and the belief that I couldn’t get that “good job” by pursuing art, I declined my unconditional Art School offer to study Neuroscience BSc.

I realise now that I had always been searching for the meaning of life and I thought science had the answers. It was during the final year of my degree when one came to me: Neuroplasticity. For me, knowing that the brain had the potential to rewire itself throughout life was all I/we really needed to know to acknowledge our own infinite potential.

Art remained a hobby but mostly I spent a great deal of time and effort denying myself the desire to create as I pursued more ‘important’ things like study, working and yes, a lot of partying!

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My world shattered beneath me the day he died but I somehow knew I had been given a gift; an opportunity to rebuild my life based on solid foundations of truth, integrity, worthiness and joy.At the time, I couldn’t imagine how I was going to make it through each day never mind be able to enjoy life and thrive. But I decided that somehow, out of those shattered ruins, I was going to create a life of meaning, one that I love and that is of service to others.

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I knew I had so much to give. I knew there wasn’t a job description for me. I knew I would have to create my own. But what? I still didn’t dare admit to myself that my dream was to be an artist.

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I love face painting and I take great pleasure in the joy it brings to the people of all ages whose faces I transform. And yet I knew there was more creativity in me as well as the deep desire to serve and empower others, especially other women. But I didn’t know what this looked like or how to start. I had dabbled with the coaching world over the years but then met my mentor Vanessa Jane. Together we identified that I could be a Creative Guide as well as an Artist!

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