I am 100% committed to being, becoming, my true authentic self.
This has been deepening daily but just lately I have been feeling a little lost and confused. Yesterday I realised why.
I had stopped listening.
Just for a few days, maybe even a week. I stopped listening to my heart regularly, as in daily, as in making it my first priority.
And before I knew it I felt blocked.
The ideas that were flooding my body dried up, the creative expression felt forced. I felt off-balance, massive resistance and confused.
I have been in this place many many times before so I know why I stopped listening: I had somehow let slip my daily early morning meditation practise, the FIRST THING I do before I actually DO anything. Before the mindset practises, intention, goal settings and blogging, before eating, before taking any action.
I made meditation a non-negotiable years ago because I was DONE with feeling LOST. SO there was NO WAY I would stop meditating EVER!
But I did.
And I have suffered the consequences of STUCKN-NESS, CONFUSION, RESISTANCE AND INACTION.
I have felt out of alignment with my truth which meant Fear was beginning to creep in. Right at the point when I REALLY needed to be able to respond, deliver and move beyond my comfort zone at an even a faster pace than I am used to. Remember that big risk that wasn’t really a risk? Well that was fast beginning to feel like one big fat risky reckless RISK because I was out of alignment with my truth.
The good news is I could easily rectify it: Meditate. Daily.
Now my heart is now back online! My heart is back in the drivers seat. My heart is back in charge.
My heart is my CEO. It carries my true message, it holds my true self and the big vision for my life, it knows my purpose, it knows what’s right for me.
My heart’s wisdom governs my mind. My mind’s job is to simply (!) make the magic of my heart happen without questioning it.
I choose to consciously wire my brain and body in response to my heart.
This is my truth, my power and my message. So it is ESSENTIAL I listen to and be guided by my heart.
YOU can consciously choose the same.
We are all ultimately in charge of the input we allow our brain and body to wire in response to.
We can put ourselves in the drivers seat of our life we when allow our heart to set the destination and we choose to use our mind as the vehicle.
Since learning about Neuroplasticity; the brain’s ability to rewire throughout life, I knew is was the key to help me/us embrace our infinite potential (especially for those us who need hard proof!).
I knew this message needed to be shared BUT it wasn’t until I finally gave myself the PERMISSION to be ME did I actually take ACTION and communicate my message. And your reading it now. This blog is a journey of me giving myself permission by finally deciding I couldn’t ignore the call of heart anymore and opting to embark on my Mission of Permission: My PerMISSION ME.
So permission has become part of my message or perhaps my main message.
Essentially if you don’t give yourself the permission you’re not going anywhere in the direction of your truth. And as for those DESIRES? They will remain desires UNFULFILLED.
If you know that you are holding yourself back, that you have dipped your toe in but can’t quite jump, then you haven’t given yourself the permission.
If you know you are on the cusp of your greatness but you are just playing small, then you haven’t given yourself the permission.
If you feel dead inside or in survival mode, then you haven’t given yourself permission.
If you are drowning in a sea of information searching for direction and answers, then you haven’t given yourself permission.
If you don’t think your deserving or love yourself enough then you have given yourself permission.
If you are not doing what you love AND living the life you love, then you haven’t given yourself the permission.
If your desires feel like a pipe dream, then you haven’t given yourself permission.
You haven’t given yourself the permission to LISTEN to and ACT from YOUR TRUTH; to KNOW it, to OWN it, to FINALLY GO FOR IT.
You haven’t given yourself the permission to BE YOU.
Giving ourselves permission sounds so simple but it takes ALOT WITHIN and OF US to be a permission-giver for life. It takes work. It is a mission.
DO THE WORK.
TAKE ON THE MISSION.
The rewards are exactly what you dream of.
P.S. YOU matter. YOUR DREAMS matter. Not just for the benefit of a more fulfilling and inspired life for youself but for the benefit of those around you and the world at large. I can help you to KNOW, OWN and GO FOR THE LIFE YOU LOVE. I have made the leap and it is LIBERATING! I am living with more clarity, purpose and passion than ever before and I’m standing firmly in my power! I want that for YOU too. I want that for everyone. Because you deserve it. Because I love you. GET READY! A new programme is coming that will have you screaming HELL YES to yourself! FOREVER. x