I have played with believing in myself for a LONG time.
I have believed in myself enough to have invested in my personal and spiritual development in ways that felt both safe and doable and even a big stretch in terms of a financial, time and energy commitment.
But now I KNOW I AM READY for the next level. Ready to face my next lot of fears and blocks. Ready to look the worst case scenario in the eye and know that I will live! Ready to sing my song (don’t worry I’m not actually going to sing!).
I have always wanted to invest my passion, time and energy into something I believe in. Well it turns out that’s something is me! I BELIEVE in ME! I am going to INVEST in ME. BIG TIME. I am going to TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES to make MY DREAMS, MY REALITY.
I believe that when are ready, as in REALLY FUCKING READY, the magic will happen. We just need to create it.
I heard a message from a mentor yesterday, something that I have heard said many times before but this time it really stuck: what are you prepared to let go of to let something new into your life?
This can be interpreted in many ways but it all needs to be considered. What’s stopping you? WHO is stopping you? How can you change the energy around what you really want?
Letting go doesn’t have to be a painful process but often is as we wouldn’t be holding on to it if it didn’t (or did) mean something to us.
But what is the cost of holding on to it and all the beliefs around why you need to? If you knew FOR SURE that letting go would give you the results you desire wouldn’t you just LET GO?
How do you become so crystal clear in what may seem on the outside to be INSANITY?!
The only ‘guarantee’ you have is TRUST.
Listen in. Feel the feelings. Does the desired result FEEL RIGHT? What do you need to do to make it happen? Who can help you? What can you do NOW to propel you there? And yes, WHAT DO YOU NEED TO LET GO OF?
If you KNEW like you KNEW you couldn’t fail; not really, not in the long run, not ever; if you knew that deep down you have what it takes to make your dreams a reality; if you knew that you couldn’t spend another moment NOT going for them; wouldn’t you commit NOW? As scary as that is, wouldn’t life instantly become more exhilarating?
I have committed myself to invest in a high-level business Mastermind with a coach whose message I resonate with deeply and who has inspired me to take more action on my dreams in a few short months than anything I have done before. I have to raise the financial investment in myself, for myself, FAST as it starts next Monday.
I’ve been through my options. I have listed the possible ways that I can make this significant investment. I have stated what I prepared to let go of EVEN THOUGH I really don’t want to let it go.
I will allow myself to feel and express the feelings around letting go of something I don’t want to let go of; to cry the sadness; to feel the MASSIVE RESISTANCE and take out my frustration by bashing the life out of bean bag with a baseball bat (I’m not joking) but I know will LET IT GO ANYWAY because I want the DESIRED RESULT. I NEED the desired result. I HAVE TO HAVE the desired result. Because I believe in me. Because I believe in my purpose. Because I believe in my message (even though I am still figuring that out as I go – but that’s the point: start anyway, DON’T WAIT). Because I believe in my success.
If you have anything, ANYTHING you REALLY want to make happen, WHAT are you prepared to let go of? It doesn’t have to be something to sell. It can be a situation, a person or group of people, fear, limiting beliefs. All of it! Anything that is STOPPING you from putting your WHOLE SELF FORWARD. You have to make the LEAP with BOTH FEET otherwise you are saying you will just stay where you are.
Your dreams are worth it.
You are worth it.
Shaking and crying with fear, resistance or sadness, take action NOW.
Believe in you NOW!
P.S. If you are READY to put you whole self forward on the path of your dreams then I would love to support you in my PerMISSION YOU 12 week 1:1 immersion programme uniquely tailored to you. Please message me for the application form and details: firstname.lastname@example.org. x
P.S.S. If you would like to let of the fear, resistance and sadness around letting go then join The Dark Side Revolution (close FB group) – a safe and supportive space for women to express and release and all that holds them back from making their dreams a reality. I look forward to welcoming you on the other (dark) side. x