I am a rambler.
I have so much I want to say that it can feel overwhelming to organise and leave me feeling gagged. Some days (like yesterday) it is easier not to try and bumble my way through it on a video/live stream on even write about it on MY OWN blog.
But this is going against my commitment to ALWAYS allow myself to ramble, as I KNOW THE TRUTH I need to hear WILL COME.
Thinking about ‘rambling’ has just got me reflecting about how I do life.
I love to explore, be free, find MY way, follow my instincts and not follow the rules but so often in the past I HAVE NEEDED TO KNOW FOR SURE that I was heading the right way and that rambling WOULD bring me to what I desire!
AS a consequence I would end up mistrusting rambling; MISTRUSTING MYSELF and be back to be searching for the map, the step-by-step plan, the rules, the opinions of others and society and not trusting my intuition.
I think embarking on my PerMISSION ME journey has in essence been about allowing myself to claim the designation I truly desire in all areas of my life and then letting myself ramble my way there!
But I don’t mean in a meaningless way. It is entirely intentional rambling.
It’s a KNOWING that by exploring my ideas and what lights me up IS the way to fulfil my life’s desires and the basis of true wealth creation.
I choose to trust in that knowing.
Everyday I actively CHOOSE to choose trust. I CHOOSE to ramble. When I don’t I quickly feel stuck, overwhelmed and gagged again. I begin blame my rambling and start searching for the ‘right way’ UNTIL I listen in and remind myself that I rambling IS the RIGHT WAY.
This is why it is so important to check-in with your heart’s wisdom/your soul’s desires/your truth DAILY, if not several times a day especially when you get pulled off track.
In stillness I can hear them.
In stillness I have come to TRUST them.
In stillness I am learning to follow my intuition ONLY, ALWAYS and NOW.
I am learning to trust I know what to do. I am following my internal compass.
The Ramblers guide to Life: You know the way!
What is right FOR YOU. Is RIGHT!
Even if the ‘result’ is a perceived failure because YOU don’t base your final destination on the outcome of the small steps (and of course you choose to learn from your mistakes and so appreciate their inherent value). YOU are focussed on the BIG results; the BIG Dreams.
This is what puts the fire in your belly and keeps it burning bright enabling you to dust yourself down and go again. This is what makes you resilient and focussed.
Resilience is an essential life skill comprised of many skills but unless you have learnt to inherently trust yourself and own your dreams, resilience becomes a struggle of forced discipline and a need for a detailed map.
For those of us with a purpose (that’s everyone!); for those who KNOW they have an important message inside to share, this is nothing short of SOUL-DESTROYING.
I had finally reached a point where I was done with destroying my soul. I was done with thinking that I couldn’t live life feeling fulfilled using my talents and passions AND create wealth in all areas of my life.
I was done WAITING for the abundance to time and money to come TO me.
I decided I was going to CREATE it.
I DECIDED I was going to HAVE IT ALL. Only. Always. Now.
EVERY MORNING I reclaim my role as a Permission-giver or myself.
EVERY MORNING I reclaim my desires, my choices, my beliefs, my intuition, my wisdom. I allow myself to HAVE and FOLLOW them.
EVERY DAY I LIVE ON PURPOSE with a steely FOCUS on where I am going as I RAMBLE my way there!
I can promise you its FUN, REWARDING, and INSPIRING and I feel more ALIVE than ever!
The wait is OVER.
I am MAKING IT HAPPEN.
When will you?
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