Actually putting myself out of my comfort zone, actually starting before I am ready, actually being who I want to become, actually EXPLORING and OWNING my message IN PUBLIC all seemed impossible not so long ago.
But it turns out I can do it! It’s still scary, I still feel self doubt and judgement and I still will make mistakes.
I always knew deep down I could it but there were ALOT of reasons, excuses, beliefs, experiences and emotions that just got in my way. Or rather I let them.
For a long time I didn’t let myself listen to my truth.
When the call of my heart became too loud, I didn’t dare think it was really possible.
When I realised it was possible for me, I didn’t give myself the permission to follow it.
It wasn’t until I turned to face all the stuff that blocked me and FELT IT ALL, instead of pushing it aside, avoiding it, ignoring it or trying to rise above it with mindset or exercise, or yoga or meditation or sheer determination and hard work, that I was finally able to just DO IT ANYWAY.
But I didn’t do it alone.
The breakthroughs came when I finally sought support from a mentor who had been where I was and was able to shine a light on the areas that were holding me back and show me that there was a way forward. They could see in me my truth which gave me the permission to allow myself to release it.
Discovering EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION has been nothing short of liberating!
I have been able to embrace my WHOLE SELF and my TRUE POWER and open up to FORGIVENESS of myself and others, and feel FREE of all that holds me back.
My liberation was the start of my PerMISSION ME journey.
It’s permission ALL THE WAY, IN EVERY WAY, EVERY DAY!
And I’m owning it.
P.S. If you would like to be free of all that stops you from giving yourself the permission then join The Dark Side Revolution (closed FB group) – a safe and supportive space for women to express and release their overwhelming emotions and fulfil their potential. I look forward to welcoming you on the other (dark) side. x **A FREE 7 Day DETOX started yesterday Tues 3 May – it is not too late to join in! **