I am so sorry I have neglected you for so long.
I am so sorry that I haven’t been there for you; I haven’t truly RECEIVED your love and your energy. I haven’t ever really EMBRACED you and told you how much I APPRECIATED you in the moment. I know that I have made you feel you are NEVER ENOUGH.
I have unconsciously shut you out time after time and resented you for not showing up! But I DIDN’T TRUST that you were in for the long haul, I thought you were a passing fling whenever you fancied. I know this dismissal has hurt you and made you want to run the other way! As has my neediness! Of course I NEED you to survive and thrive but my happiness, health and wealth isn’t all down to you.
You have only ever tried to be on my team but I have left you on the sidelines.
I desire to be wealthy but to me that is having abundance in ALL AREAS of my life and living a life on purpose. I seem to allow love and abundance into most areas of my life expect for you. I just haven’t given you enough attention, not positive anyway. To much focus on lack and scarcity. Much like a child whose misbehaviour is continually observed, why would you rise to meet my expectations when all you are being acknowledged for is that you are not good enough!
I take full responsibility for my actions. You deserve to be loved, nurtured and appreciated, valued and enjoyed.
I need to continually educate myself on how to nurture you to the best of my ability to help you grow and THRIVE with ease and joy; to fulfil your potential.
I know I need to need to accept your support with ease and joy so that I may fulfil my potential. We are in a mutually beneficial, respectful and intimate relationship. I will cherish that forever.
I commit to serve you now and help you to know exactly what your purpose is and I will not fail to acknowledge how you have served me and extend you my gratitude accordingly.
I honour your flow in AND out and I promise I will let your come and go freely but within my loving boundaries. I realise that in the past I have given you too much freedom, too much responsibility, TOO MUCH POWER. I know now that you need to understand clearly what is expected of you so you can feel safe, appreciated and grow.
I am TAKING BACK MY POWER to guide you and work with you. Neither of us is dominate or subservient BUT I am your CUSTODIAN and I am READY to accept this responsibility. I’m sorry it’s taken me so long! I ask for your forgiveness but I know it is myself I must forgive. I have MESSED up BIG TIME many times in the past but from this day forward whatever happens I promise to care for you forever.
You ARE IMPORTANT to ME!
You are NOT a dirty word! MONEY MONEY MONEY!! I LOVE YOU!
You are VALUABLE. You are WORTHY. You are GOOD ENOUGH!
I promise that we will be sensible AND have FUN or rather LOTS of FUN, as we grow together!
Thank you for always being there even when I couldn’t and wouldn’t acknowledge you through my fears and tears.
Thank you for all you have taught me.
I am EXCITED about what we can CREATE and ACHIEVE together! Together we can change the world! We can inspire, uplift and liberate others. We can help those less fortunate though your growth and you supporting me so I may be of service. I accept you just as you are, however you show up. I know you are in flow when I am; when in alignment with my truth.
I promise to pursue my legacy and to have faith that this is the way to true wealth.
I LOVE YOU!